diamondprime

You say you love me You don't. You say I think about you. You never did. You say I raised you. It's a lie! You said I'll never hurt you. You make me cry. I feel so betrayed. Betrayed by my own family. What did I do to deserve this? I knew you were cruel but to keep something horrible from me That the worst betrayal. You act like I'm over reacting. I'm not. You say I'm not good enough. I'm better than you. You want to destroy me. I'll build myself up. Betray me. Kick me. Knock me down. I'll still get up. Why? Why do I keep getting up knowing you will only knock me down? Because I'm a fighter. I won't give up or give in. You betray me. I'll fin

So How do I say this? How do I tell you how I feel when you won't listen. I try and try but it's like screaming into a storm with no one to hear. I'm trying to get you to listen but there's no way you would be able to hear. Your gone. I'm alone. I only wanted you to know I love you and I wanted to see you again. Sadly your gone, so what am I to do? Theres a gap in my life that wasn't there before and now it's here I have no idea what to do. It's not supposed to be there. The pain, tears, the sadness. I'm so tired yet I keep going. Maybe you'll return to me or maybe, just maybe I'll recover and be able to say goodbye But Right now I'll just